OH Man...iT's the draggy MONDAY morning again...
Chinese New Year Resolution: I SHALL PROMISE NEVER TO LIVE BY PEOPLE'S WORDS. I SHALL LIVE BY ONLY MINE. MINE AND ONLY MINE.
All my life..i probably been living under people's words.."no..u shldn't do tis".."no..you shldn't buy tt!".."ya ya..tt's the rite way to do things.."..yes..living by people's words can b assuring..becoz u dun haf to burden urself wif responsibilities when things go wrong..Honestly, i hate to balme myself when things go wrong..tt's y i like to seek opinions..so when things go wrong..the finger will nv land on me during finger-pointing sessions...bad bad bad...
Being people conscious isn't wat i would really say to be the way to leading a fulfilling life...u r living a life people want u to..not wat YOU want urself to...tt's sad..and i happen to be the lead character in this drama-rama heart-wrenching story...hmmm...
Let's hope my new year resolution does come true...:D..well, i do need some good old dose of determination and hard core perseverance eh?
haiz..hate to go for tis afternoon's FA..though i m starting to enjoy FA a little..coz i would rather haf spent my afternoon interacting with the children with Down syndrome at DSA..i wanna interact wif them..and hopefully,gather enuff information to create an impactful awareness talk on Down syndrome..they r such an angelic bunch of people..yet..normal pple like us shun them,avoid them,look down on them..
I went wif my sis's fren on some church thing to visit the Down syndrome (sorry..i not a churchie hor..i free tinker..i was juz curious)..it was actually a mission to like spread the religion..and there was tis little gal with Down syndrome..said to my sis's fren(whose name is Mary)..the little gal said:" Jie Jie,can i pray for u?"..of coz Mary was taken aback..but Mary agreed..and the little gal put her hand on Mary's head..and said:" Dear Lord, I pray that Sister Mary will be happy and healthy always. Thank you Lord.".. It was a simple prayer...but it was filed to the brim(or in fact overflowing) wif sincerity and pureness of a being..compared to those age old"I pray for world peace" prayers...the simple prayer was a breath of fresh air..:D..it was something so simple but so beautiful..:D.. like a glass of water when one is thirsty..plain but sweet...
ok..time for lessons..bye
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