Can't believe I did it...
cant belive i feel aslp in the living rm is one thing...i cant believe i left the face mask on the entire nite!!! my goodness..i suppose my skin is probably dead by now...
yesterday went to my granny's place to help my mum look after my bedridden grandpa..coz my granny had to go for her medical appointment and no way she could bring my grandpa wif her..so me and ma had to go over and be nannies for the afternoon...my grandpa had always been a chirpy fellow..exercises everyday,networking ard the neighbourhood etc...until he got bedridden 3.5 years ago...everything juz changed..dementia sure got him down..we all tot he could tk the blow..but apparently we were all wrong...he deteriorated from using a walking stick to now having to sit on a wheelchair even at hm..and becoz of tt..he became reliant on my grandma who has her fair share of elderly health problems...
till yesterday..i realise how long i haven really sat down and chat wif my grandpa..coz he couldn't recognize me anymore...was it becoz i haven't turned up at their house for the past dunno how many weeks becoz of project meetings? i really dunno...he used to dote on every grandchild he has..and even rem wat their preferences were..and now..he can't even call out our names..my mum keep reminding me dun mention "grandma" in his face..or he will start crying...everytime my grandma goes for medical checkup..he would tink my grandma is leaving him for good..gonna leave him in the lurch...i forgot and did the taboo...he cried really loud and freaked me out...i din noe how to console and my mum had to come in and settle everything...
M i focusing too much on my life till i m forgetting tt the most important thing in my life is my family and nothing else?family has always been close-bonded,the place to nurse urself when u r hurt,the place to seek solace when u get injuried out there...but yet..sometimes we juz take things for granted...that the family will always been there for u..the bond will always be there..and suddenly the most important thing tks the last place on ur priority list...
**quote of the day**: Happiness can come in various forms, but humans always only want it in a specific way.
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