Purgatory, again

I'm f*&king hitting the f*&king rock bottom.

Woke up this morning feeling like crap and I just wanted to lie in bed the whole day - which resulted in me being kind of late for work. I was so down, I told Richard I couldn’t even pinpoint the reason why =(

Got to office and the mobile health check team has already arrived so I went first – the happiest thing till this moment is actually seeing my blood getting drawn into 3 tubes.

OMG

What has become of me???

My VP walked over to my cubicle to ask for a meeting in the afternoon and he was wearing the exact same cologne that Daniel wears and I just felt even worse. My current project is a little stalled because I need my VP to run through the model with me before I can write the report. And I’m not currently involved in another project so that leaves me hanging for this one.

When my VP told me be prepared to leave after 6pm tonight, I actually felt like crying.

I don't find my former self in anywhere this morning. She has gone somewhere.

I need to find her back.

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