Have I been enlightened?
I have had 2 more sessions with the Lama and it was truely wonderful. We talked about so many things and man, he's definitely a man with great wisdom.
We went through my life (which he say there's no significant hurdles in the next 10 yrs of my life) and he did say smth bout my grades. He said it's not bad but it won't be superbly beautiful. Nvm la, my grades were never superbly beautiful before anyway. I always manage to scrape by.
Not much problems with my job though. I did asked him about my orthonagthic surgery. He say I do have jaw problems but he's against me going for it prior to graduation. He foresees only 60% success and it will add pressures to me so it's pointless. The later I do it, the higher the success rate I guess. Mayb by then I can see him again.
He says I am edgy and unstable emotionally. I totally agree. Pple who know me more always tell me that. But we only spoke 3 times and he saw through it. Kinda scary though. He mentions I have a weak digestive system becoz I have strong stomach acid. That's true (but the physician i went to took like a few consultations to realise!) hahaha..how amazing
He warn me to stop worrying. I noe I shld, but I can't help it. He says tt's the worst case he always have to deal with.
Me: "I dunno, even when there's nth for me to worry, I will scout for things to worry bout. I dunno, worrying gifs me a sense of security I guess."
Lama: "Haha..tt's the worst thing one have to deal with. Finding solace in something so harmful to ur mind and body. I will give u a Daji. It's supposed to calm ur mind. Keep it with you and I believe you will c the light"
Me: "Ok..will the surgery be a success?"
Lama: "Not when you do it while studying. It will add pressures to you. Do it after graduation and dun tink bout it now. U need to free ur mind."
Me: " Will my career be ok? got enuff money to pay off my tuition loans rite?"
Lama: "Hahaha...ur career is fine, dun worry bout tt. You have the potential and calibre to excel but u nid to be able to realise tt potential. Rite now, you worry too much to realise it. U always study hard, but u dun study smart. I nid you to do smth bout it."
The conversations are too long to type so I just dun type the rest ya? hahaha....
Remember: "It's always good to tink, but u r doing it extremely. The sea is created by Heaven. But the sea of misery is created by mankind. Da Hai Si Tian Zao De, Ku Hai Si Ren Zhao De. You created a pretty big one for urself. "
OK..i nid to worry less i guess......
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