It's nite time again...
it's the time when sky becomes dark..the streets grow quiet..and the heart feels more calm..listening to leslie cheung's "zhui" now..great track..nv fails to bring me into moods to write some REALLY deep stuff..hahaha..but i shall not write any today..i m too shagged to write anything philosophical..i slept a total of 5-6 hrs in these 3 days..and it's starting to get to me le..shagged..but still doing work..i haf morphed into a work machine..how scary..working and working..dunno wat is "rest"..today went to c the doc..coz i was sick..and i was juz telling the doc how i haf problems slping at nite..and the next thing i noe..i fell aslp on the patient's bed..only to b awoken by my doc 20 min later..oh man..nap attack..bad bad bad.
My doc tinks i m stressed..but i feel tt i m perfectly fine..hmm..mayb it;s the case of a drunkard who will nv say he is drunk..hahaha..but i m not stressed!!!! i noe wat stress feels like..tt disgusting feeling in u..deep in ur body..i noe tt..tt pressure cooker feeling..i noe..i had tt in JC..but not now..i actually quite enjoy the work..OKAY..i get the picture..i m becoming a workaholic..tt's the picture..and i dun like it..i rem being something like tt back in JC..and only to find myself distanced from my family..no..i dowan tt..i dowan...
ok..time to go do something productive..
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